ROCKSTAR ABHAY

You think you are immature because you remain single while your ex had so many men after the break up? This is not immaturity. May be she just prefers casual feelings to get  relationships where as you prefer one girl to many girls. Just two very different perspectives but not immaturity. Yes introverts are slow in adjusting to the changes around them unlike any average person but that is how we are.

I had a 3 month relationship but even after 4 years I remained only having feelings for her. I never loved anyone else after that. So it is pretty common. I chose to remain single ultimately. You may meet many people, have many relationships, and marry many times but if you have someone who you have loved more than anyone else, nothing you do can change that. You should never be made to feel like there is something wrong with you, or that you are weak, or defective, or foolish, or immature, or too emotional or sensitive.

I don't care what people will going to think about me. Basically I am an introvert person since childhood whose parents are strict and never allowed to go outside and play. That is why I did not able to explore the world and remained immatured I have very few friends because I don't able to match vibes with them due to introversion. As soon as they find me boring, they leave and start judging me as a person of low standard. 

  Okay, So it was 2018. I was 19 years old. I was a type of shy and innocent guy. I barely talked to girls in my school time. So, I was in 2nd year of college. One day my childhood friend came to my home and told me that her neighbor aunty want a chemistry home tutor for her daughter. She was in class 12th. I used to teach some boys but had never taught any girl before. Somehow I agreed to teach. I started to go to her home to teach her.  Everything gone well for one month. But after one month she started touching me at wrong place. Sometimes she used to touch my bare feet with her bare feet. I didn't say anything. I used to ignore her as I was teacher. I told this to my friend and he said abhay just grab the opportunity she might be in hunger, I couldn't understand. One day she told me that she has a boyfriend and her name is also abhay. I got jealous, may be it was a sign of falling in love. I asked her fb I'd. And she told me that her father beated him because he caug

In this pandemic, I've been bored enough. So I started to find some ways to remain happy. I thought an idea that why shouldn't i have to start my blog. I can share my knowledge, views and provide suitable information to people around the world.  So guys I'm abhay gupta. I persued BSC from Zakir Hussain Delhi College(University of Delhi). I like to travel and teaching. But I love music a lot. Plays flute, harmoniam, tabla and many more. I've won several competitions during my college days. I do have my YouTube channel also. Right now, I'm preparing for govt. Exams. Yeah! Everything depends upon the mood. I hope next time, when I might be writing next article, will share the good news about my selection. Till then survive 2020. Follow on Twitter Instagram YouTube